"There's no better tool for writing than pen and paper." - Ancient proverb
I don't know if it's the nostalgia, but that that sentiment feels convincing. Does that make it true?
So, why does paper feel like paper?
On paper, every scratch shows. Want to make it pretty? You can't just select text, go to the fonts section and change it. You'll have to write it yourself. And don't even get me started on undo.
No, that's not a typo. The cursor just doesn't move as quickly as I type.
Okay, so this could be because I use a computer that came out during the stone age. Most modern computers don't lag. Why is that? Maybe it could be because...
That's right. Your old Pentium Dual Core laptop isn't going to write your essay on Google Docs without having a meltdown. But that stack of paper you bought to write love letters to your first girlfriend? I know, it looks a little yellow but... it's still good enough for your first draft.
Want a fresh stack? Just walk to your nearest stationery store and hand out your spare pennies.
It's things like that gives paper that edge.
Okay, so I know I sound like a boomer for saying this, but for some goshdarn reason words flow out of my hand when I use a piece of paper compared to when I use google docs.
But that's because I grew up with pen and paper. My future kids would have the same practial sensibilities for using pen and paper as I do for hieroglyphics.
When I started my writing career, I had so much writer's block, I couldn't breathe. And it was pretty ironic too, as I used to write without thinking when I wasn't paid to do it.
That's when I realised something. My DMs were waay more creative than the stuff I could ever write on Google Docs.Does that mean WhatsApp is the most superior form of writing? Probably not. It was just something that I'm comfortable with.
When I'm writing something. I usually am not thinking about the words I type. Instead, my brain goes like this:
I know this happens to you too. Don't lie. So, how do we fix this?
One way is to reframe your mindset. You're either writing or you're editing. Don't edit while you write. Let the mistakes happen. Once you're done writing, you can resume being the world's worst critic.
And that's easier said than done on a computer. There's nothing more tempting than pressing that backspace key to do a quick edit. But on paper, you can't. Mistakes are mistakes. And you have the luxury of letting them be, till you correct them on your next draft.
This is how I write.
Look at the preview on the left. It's so pretty, isn't it? Definitely better than the ugly HTML code on the right. With all the weird colours and symbols and letters that get cut off in between. You know what that reminds me of?
A first draft. On paper.
That's right. It's messy. Just like your terrible handwriting on paper. Because you can make mistakes freely if the output looks this ugly. And that's what makes it beautiful.
But unlike writing your drafts on paper, you don't have to rewrite anything! You can marvel at your final draft in its pixel perfect glory whenever you want. But every time you write, you get to do it on your unpolished draft that won't intimidate you.
And that's why I think HTML is like paper, but for the internet.